YOU'LL HAVE TO FORGIVE ME

Forgive me

for all the emotional things I do
for you; see
I never loved anyone as much as you

And you require proof every moment
no one ever totally accepted this broken person
until you became my friend
of course I was starving for the love of a woman

although now it is foreshadowed with pain
I shall always be with you like one
someday love may introduce herself again
but should be you
for you see snugglebunni
I never allowed anyone to hurt me
as much as I did you

but I love you
and I forgive you
for you know not what you do
someday you'll realize the truth
and remember my poems too