Monday, November 20, 2006

ALL RIGHT


Like two best friends saying goodbye
one to live,,, one to die
and their last embrace
and one last backwards glance
before, to depart,,,forever

An ultimate experience, an orgasm
to be born
to cry
to love
to die

You
are all these things
to me

All my fears
forgotten
all my tears
laughter
all my sins
forgiven

You are all these things to me,
it will all be,
Alright ..
I have seen the hand of God
in your eyes
Don't cry
over me spilled
into the night Sky

You are true to your Nature

Love is never enough
people change situations change
even if people are on the same page
with regard to love
it is never enough
Love changes also

You are the person you always told me you were
you are true to yourself
but not being the person I thought you were
just not true to MY vision of whom you are
you are true to your vision
no theft
unless you are living with fear uncertainty and dread
The reasons you could not say the truth was conditional
what you suspected were the conditions I imposed on love
the condition of my believing you to be a certain way
so if you appeared to be my way of thinking of whom you were
You got from me what you wanted from me; my love
you could not get what you wanted from me any other way

If my ego were to the point of where I could see you as who you are
and not who I wanted you to be then that would be unconditional love

Not putting a premium on my demand for you to be a certain way
it will not change who you are but it allows you SPACE to be who you are now
Right now you have to be the way you are in order to get what you want from me

If you take away the fear uncertainty and dread you have for getting what you want from me
by giving away up front what you would want to beg borrow or steal
which is unconditional love
You would not have to be a way foreign to me
you would appear to be safe to be another way
the who you have always been
your true wonderful self

you are free to be yourself with me
and not the person I vision you to be
OVERWHELMED

but I will still hurt for and miss the mystery I wanted you to be
I thought things and you were completely different
and that is because you were selfish
especially with the truth
but I know that is what you had to be at the time
You will always be a part of my life
and I yours,,,forever

A vision that tells

You knew I'd be here
but there are no words
adequate
only to enjoy the wonder
of you
left within me
with the tsunami
of your binds
when I first realize
hearing the voices,
of your eyes

The Command of Blue


AZURE ADJURE
My life has suddenly become small and simple
but with a great patience and quiet.
I regret nothing with men I respect,
except with the small men,
who's philosophies have kept us apart.
I couldn't conceive or convince them,
but I suppose there are other rewards for enlightenment.
No matter what you've been told there is no Quid Pro Quo,
no matter what our facades, we are all children.
My life has become Cathartic,
and with many sleepless nights,
I have dreamed a lot, of you
and trembled a lot, of you.
When I was a boy, I played security
and now once again I visit tranquility.
Security, tranquility,
all the aims I have perused will soon be realized.
Life is a state of mind with no need for a lottery.
I take no missives from a Western union messenger,
I understand enough to be pleased and happy.
A delicate flower blossoms within my heart
and implores me to watch over her,
but then pricks me with past life thorns,
that aren't mine, I am not the past!
My past has left with light feet,
and a bright Sun adjures darkness.
But the impending rain clouds
contrast everything Azure.

ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDEST

Patience is a virtue,,,
These words are not correct enough
for you
They should be read as my hands
discover the undiscovered countries
of your beautiful,,,,
Such a Feminine surprise are you
I can see the pretty little girl
in your voice
that Daddy loved
Only your Passion is matched
by your intense fragility
You are the warm night
of my Sunny day
-the dream I wish to never
awaken from
the boundless sky resides
in your eyes
-and an eternal Spring blossoms
within the smile of your face
I see it every time I wear out your picture with my eyes

A man who loves you wrote this

YOU'LL HAVE TO FORGIVE ME

Forgive me
for all the emotional things I do
for you; see
I never loved anyone as much as you

And you require proof every moment
no one ever totally accepted this broken person
until you became my friend
of course I was starving for the love of a woman

although now it is foreshadowed with pain
I shall always be with you like one
someday love may introduce herself again
but should be you
for you see snugglebunni
I never allowed anyone to hurt me
as much as I did you

but I love you
and I forgive you
for you know not what you do
someday you'll realize the truth
and remember my poems too

When I see the bears, I see the truth


These bears have come into our lives
to teach us about love.
If we look at them closely, we will learn everything
we need to be happy:

See how content and peaceful the bears look?
That's because they are leaning
against one another.
Back to back they sit,
supported by each other's strength,
comforted by each other's presence,
Yet still free to look off in their own direction
dreaming their own dreams,
gazing at their own horizons,
And all the while their companion is near.

Their posture calls for complete commitment to one another,
Yet that commitment only allows each of them
to do what, alone, they could not comfortably do.

When I see the bears, I see the truth
about what love and commitment really mean.

BEGUILE

At first
the glance
long and intense
deeply your eyes
as a clear sunrise

then to entice
a nibble and kiss
on wine taste
delicate lips

unsaid acquiescence
to so kiss sweet chest
a nibble and sighs
white wine success

slow by choice
nuzzle solar plexus
a face of touch
ado to caress

she desires
again a nibble kiss
on sensitive
bare skin breasts

taste of wine
in mind
two devise as one
Again and again
earthly yet ethereal divine

At first
the glance
long and intense
deeply your eyes
as a clear sunrise

then to entice
a nibble and kiss
on wine taste
delicate lips

unsaid acquiescence
to so kiss sweet chest
a nibble and sighs
white wine success

slow by choice
nuzzle solar plexus
a face of touch
ado to caress

she desires
again a nibble kiss
on sensitive
bare skin breasts

taste of wine
in mind
two devise as one
Again and again
earthly yet ethereal divine

BEHIND THE SHADOW

A tear brought your face, your hand
Leading me through night's musky tunnels
Into violet resplendence.
Despair slipped beyond a translucent screen
In my mind.
Unable to show itself in your presence.

Let the tears flow and fall again!
And again and again, always on forever,,,
Again,
If behind the shadow,
You stand waiting,,,,,,,,,,,,Lovingly.

For you are my best poem

believe it because it's true
My heart is safe with you
for no other woman
can get in again
my heart is safest with you
never again
to sing the blues
but just to hear them
as sweetened memories
for you are my best poem

A wind of Heaven

Wind Chimera
Bamboo, Wood,
Glass,
or the tiny bells from Tibet,
wind chimes that make beautiful sounds
but sometimes there is no wind...
To love ubiquitous
always feeling alone
except in love with a newcomer
but sometimes, there are only strangers,
no love, no wind to sing the Chimera.
Your own body told you to love me,
As the Sun moves the winds,
yet, You deny a nature of women,
you have denied our purpose,
if but to bump into each other
and find there is a music of us.
a Simple sweet intention so wrapped in details
stilled, motionless...
Only storms move us now, but not together
and we cannot hear the lost chords
for the roaring thunder
and laughing clouds, hiding tears.




chi·me·ra (kI-mîr'uh, kuh-)

noun
A Heavenly sound

An impossible or foolish fantasy.

Like the liquid pale pink morning sky blue

An ever-growing, overwhelming
desire to see
and be
next to you
and passion the warmth
like the liquid pale pink
morning sky blue
blue eyes

Life brings forth emotion
when you whisper
to me

-and we pause and pulse
like the waves of the ocean
only to dream
as the sun slips away
into the evening
of sky blue eyes
drenched in promise
of Happiness

Passions, I to venture

Passions, I to venture your hair
and travel it's measure
a tender touch as silks
that floats across the sweet textures
of your warming flesh
And to bite your lip with a little kiss
while soft hands uncover fresh
around your face
flowing, loving pleasures
Take a deep breath
open a blouse to breast
press kissing lips to rest
as both hands' caress
treasured velvet
and hug so delicately
a comfort you ache to give
so deliciously
to when you imagine
Angels are nursing love
from within

shall I continue,,,,,,?

The slightest surface of my palm
skimming your curving backs bottom
Loving the discovery
of your nervous energy
from the nape of your neck
to the bottom of your feet
and slowly back
to pursue your lips as sweet
and luscious like strawberries

You are a summer picnic
of desire
prepared by Gods own hand
the nature of nurture
A hunger invitation

So to spread a blanket
under the creamy pastures
of your thighs
a dream in the pale blue
destiny of November's eyes
and a wakening surprise

L.:}{: L